It is really hard to be a woman. Today I felt relieved my period arrived. It's been two months since I've missed my period. Somehow, it felt funny and weird that I got scared to be pregnant again. I thought how could it be when we were careful? While my friend was happily announcing that she's pregnant, I was secretly hoping I wasn't. Not that I don't want to have another baby. It's just that I feel I am not yet ready for it. I'm scared that my ordeal during my first delivery will happen again. And my doctor had made it clear that I should wait after two years if we want to have a second child especially because I was on C-section and I was experiencing postpartum hypertension on my first pregnancy. For many nights I have dreamed about getting pregnant again and I was sweating each time I awoke.
Does anybody feel the same way (scared) about getting pregnant again after having their first baby? I'd love to hear your thoughts.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
writing positivity
I haven't updated this blog for so long. I wasn't quite sure if this blog is worth really worth keeping after all because I really don't want to give the impression that I am a negative thinker. So far, I've been writing negatively, right?
So, how about a quick positive writeup? Thankfully, I've already found my place in this online world writing stuffs here and there. I finally got the job I want and need. The good news is that I never have to leave home. So, this pretty much explains why I haven't updated this blog quite as often as I wanted to do.
I'll catch up!
So, how about a quick positive writeup? Thankfully, I've already found my place in this online world writing stuffs here and there. I finally got the job I want and need. The good news is that I never have to leave home. So, this pretty much explains why I haven't updated this blog quite as often as I wanted to do.
I'll catch up!
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